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its been 11 weeks since i last posted an entry here.
have you ever felt like, there this really nice decent guy you like, who likes you back, but cant find the right feeling for him. compared to your previous boyfriends, you dont have the need to see him everyday, but still want him to be there. and before you see eachother, you tell your friend, you cant be alone with him cause you are scared that something might happen, but when you do see him, you want to be alone with him?
and there are days when you want to shut him up when he starts talking about things you think is stupid and lame, and there are also days when you want him to say sweet nothings to you so you know that you are someone special to him?
at the same time you are very well unsure whether you like him or not.
why? maybe because of a bittersweet past? phobia of getting hurt again? for trusting someone?
have you ever felt?
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[23 Jun 2007|02:08am] |
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ok, im frustrated, annoyed, irritated and everything not nice.
1. i cant find my thumbdrive. i know its just a measly thumbdrive. but what it holds and contains inside MEANS a whole lot. = pictures.
its like, i dont care if my laptop lost all my music, my files, my anti-virus, but my pictures. I WILL GET SUPER DUPER TO THE EXTREME UPSET IF I LOST THEM.
and right now, i cant find my thumbdrive filled with my pictures. its pissing my off.
2. borrowed Tasha's gameboy only to find out the battery is dead and it has a special charger for it. nut if you are reading this now (23/06/07) can i come by to ur hse tmrw and pick up the charger????
3. its really getting to me that i am leaving in 1 weeks time. i have so many things to do, and i honesly dont know what to pack. this time i am really clueless........... back when i was packing for NS, it was kinda easy cause i somehow had a rough idea how its gonna be like there, but this time. blank. empty. white. pure. kosong. clueless. nada. nothing. NO FUCKING IDEA!
i dont want to over pack kang nanti kat sana takde tempat nak letak barang, im hoping the locker or cupboard there is not those measly metal small lockers like the ones at ns, if it is... omg...................................................
die die die.
4. do you still read my LJ blog? who? you? yes you. (i am actually refering to someone)
5. i need to lose weight. so i am going to start a no rice diet starting tmrw!
6. i want to see my ns bestie - AINA before i leave to melaka. i miss her dearlyyyyyyyyyyy.
7. i need to clean up my room.
8. write a list of things to get
9. PACK PACK PACK PACK PACK
10. keep my head high and chin up! :)
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[17 Feb 2007|10:52pm] |
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[25 Nov 2006|07:00pm] |
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[16 Jul 2006|10:02pm] |
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[12 Jul 2006|08:09pm] |
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picked up the cuppacakes from Damansara Utama. and went crazyyy. only thing that dissapointed me while BIG TIME is that the cup cakes are soooo tiny. small tiny puiney cupcakes! it feels like a rip off. 49 tiny small puiney pieces for rm60 :(
all im left is 21 pieces to give away. and i think that pun tak cukup cause my family wants some and i totally forgot about them.
i wanted to bake them brownies instead, buttttttttttttt.... the oven had to break down on me. soo sorry ya'll.
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[03 Jul 2006|04:22pm] |
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is missing. part of me knows that she will show up later, i have searched the whole house for her, every possible hiding comfortable place for her to sleep. she is not there! im scared that she went out from the house and got lost (this has happen MANY times before!) but i am worried.
times like this i wish i cared more about her. which i know i do. i give her enough attention. even more than Taufiq. i let her sleep on my side of the bed, i let her take more space so she can be comfortable while im trying to find a comfortable spot without distrubing her sleep. i brush her fur when no ones layans her. i feed her, i am the ONLY one who refills her food and change her water. clean her litterrr. omg.
COME BACK PLEASE COCO!!! YOU ARE MISSING FOR 2 HOURS AND IM ALREADY BEGGING YOU TO COME OUT WHEREVER YOU HDING. stupid cat.
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[01 Jul 2006|12:27am] |
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dearest Atul did a small BBQ to celebrate her super 17. it was fun because almost everyone was there! the Vees especially, except Ashvind and Ajim ofcourse. boo-hoo! and everyone else. it was small and cosy! not too many ppl, so you can layan almost everyone. Atul always host one of the best parties. brownies points for her. food was yummeyy! ahaha i even brought back some cake and chikin.
and on the way back, my brother was being a very kind soul. (but i think he is sick of driving me around, picking me up from class and sending me to school in the morning. he taught me how to drive the Satria. - the manual car. and i did not bad. i would be lying if i said i didnt have trouble, but i managed! first try also. ahaha the first time i accidenly press the accelerator too much and i spin the tires! there are marks on the road. and there was a car behind us, oh malu nyaaaa...
so ok, first try. not bad. practise makes perfect.
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[10 Jun 2006|11:53pm] |
took from ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) ainsofia
i.am.so.fucking.bored. WATCHING FOOTBALL ALSO IS BORING MEEEE!!!
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[09 Jun 2006|07:53pm] |
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[04 Jun 2006|09:14pm] |
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been doing some slight shopping since end of last month! since it was my birthday month. my mom wasnt around, my dad was busy, EXAMS! and due to some incident it wasnt much to go all hoo-haa about.
and also, because i couldnt go to Langkawi witht school trip. (that made me all upset and pissy)
i made them bring me AND pay for my retail therapy!! felt kinda bad after that cause i bought ALOT of things that i dont need. oh well...ill eventually use all the things.
i swear, today, i have never walked so much! my dad wanted to go to Ikea to check out the "kitchen" and get inspired to design our kitchen since
he is gonna renovate it soon.
you know how bloody big Ikea is, my dad wanted to stop by all the sections. no short cuts! kena ikut... then, my sister wanted to have lunch at The Curve.
we had to walk to the next building. it was so bad lah, thank god dekat, but my legs were killing me! had italian lunch, kinda yummy.
and i didnt know The Curve had like this Weekend bazaar. and its has more shops and its more cooler than mont kiara's flea market (which reminds me i havent been there for ages!!)
after lunch, i wanted to go to OU! mom promised me to go shopping already, and cannot take back. sakit kaki or not, i wanted to go to Forever21 badllyy.
but to my dissappointment, all the baju that i had my eye on,are ALL GONE! the blue superman shirt, gone! it was kinda hard for me to shop, cause i didnt know what i want, and i was in a rush. in the end i just got myself a pair of shorts and sunglasses. Dad said, i should go look around first (PLAN FIRST!), know what i want then, ask him to come instead of making him wait like a kayu and come out with a pair of shorts!! TYPICAL ARMY OFFICER TALKING!
whatever, im kinda satisfied.
so yeah, was it worth the langkawi trip? HELL NO!
hmm... habis la my parents...
another week of holidays and back to school.
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| hear me rawr |
[20 May 2006|07:44pm] |
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i hate ppl who brings me down when i personally think something is good. like, Da Vincci Code, stick to the book. dont waste your money on the movie.
so what if i want to watch the movie and watse 11 bucks. its for my own satisfaction. and i HATE ppl who has the hint of aroggantness to their tone of voice.
like a pretty young girl speaking in such a rough language. dont get me wrong, i said language not tone. i know i can be rough for my own good.
but i know my language isnt rough, my words may hit you but my tone is softer.
ya'll get it?
arghhhh!!!!!!!!!!
i plan to stay up studying tonight, so tmrw i can rest.
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[25 Apr 2006|04:25pm] |
it was Earth Day on Saturday. and my baby got me this plant.
in other words also, he gave me responsibility. to water the plant, give it baja and etc.
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